Have you read the story of Hannah lately, in 1 Samuel:1-2? She was taunted—for years—by the resident EFFW (Elkanah’s Fertile First Wife).
In ancient Hebraic culture, barrenness earned the community’s scorn.
Hannah laid down her dream of a family, month after month, year after year.
But hope . . .
Hannah’s joy, once finally pregnant, may have resembled mine when my manuscript was accepted (after a 20-year apprenticeship, and a paper Everest of rejection slips).
But before new life ever stirred within Hannah, she made a vow.
Did she rise that day, resolved? No caveats, no second thoughts? We know she uttered one life-altering promise: “This child will be yours, God. After he’s weaned.”
At two to three years of age, Samuel would still be sleeping between his parents. Learning to dress himself. Learning to speak.
“Pick a different condition!” I want to shout from the sidelines. “It’s too hard. No one’s up to this.”
(Once accepted, Where the Sky Opens took two years to come of age—plenty of time to dread its reception in an often inhospitable world.)
Did Hannah’s promise disturb her sleep, at times? Overshadow her days?
Did it heighten each developmental milestone?—
- first smile
- crawling
- calling her Ima
- pulling up
- toddling . . .
Each skill mastered brought separation one step nearer
On Goodbye Day, what would it feel like packing the small extra robe, the favorite blanket and toy?
Eli, the aging holy man at the tabernacle, would raise their child—Eli, who failed to manage his own unruly adult sons.
Would some kindly woman sing Samuel to sleep? Sponge his brow with a cool cloth?
Hannah’s send-off was also born of love, surrender, and gratitude. She trusted the outcome to God.
Once Samuel was gone, Hannah made him a new robe every year.
Imagine the planning! Weave the softest linen, estimate size, adorn the neckline with contrasting, handspun thread. Add pockets.
I picture her head bowed over the needle’s path: in, then out.
If Samuel needed stitches to close a wound, would Eli manage? Would the man of God prove handy with patches, and hems?
Stitch by stitch
I’ve nearly come apart at the seams a few times. I’ve let the book move out into the world and tend it now at a distance. I hope it thrives in whatever hearts and settings make it welcome.
But how does a homebody/introvert do marketing?
Where the Sky Opens is slowly finding homes, often in the hearts of those who normally don’t read poetry. I love to link people with poems that speak to them.
I will make little coats for the book, one after another. This feels tender, relational, true to the way I’m wired.
Meanwhile, I am wildly grateful!
Friends, your encouragement and interest, your listening, your willingness to read outside your comfort zone, your prayers and social media “shares,” your thank you notes—are a series of little coats.
Special thanks go to my Sky Team, who recently read, reviewed, and shared the book with your circles.
Do visit the websites, listed below. Each site has riches on offer.
p.s. There’s no deadline on posting a reader review on Amazon. 🙂
p.p.s. If you’re interested in hosting a reading in your home, please email me.
And now . . . the names, please:
Drum roll ~~~
Amber Andreasen
Deanna Bax
Sarah Brody
Laura Brown makesyoumom.com
Jody Collins threewaylight.blogspot.com / http://wordfacets.blogspot.com/
Marty Cosgrove
Katherine DeQuilettes
Margy Dingle
Carol Hiestand carolhiestand.com
Carol Hobday
Jeanette Hopp
Lisa Hoxie
Stephanie Klein
Joy Lenton wordsofjoy.me / poetryjoy.com
Wendie Mitchell triciastroops.org
Sharon Olson
Judy Potter
Linda Jo Reed lindajoreed.com
Stefani Rossi www.stefanirossi.com
Jane Rubietta janerubietta.com
Linda Shook
Michele Whitlock
Carol Wilson
Laurie, it was an honour and privilege to be a small part of birthing your beautiful book and helping it to be launched. Your words are wonderful, rich, meaty and deep. They demand a slowing down, reflective savouring and contemplation to unearth the full treasure hidden within.
Likewise, this post is far from superficial. You have such a gift of expression and insight. I love how you have linked and woven Hannah’s story into your own. I’m grateful to have found this quiet, reflective space and connected as new friends. Bless you as you bask in the completion of this holy work.
Joy, I thank you for your encouragement, and also resolve myself to embrace your tender advice to “bask” a while—beginning today! Hannah’s story continues to help me move forward into this new terrain. So grateful for women and their stories. Yours, included!
What a great analogy! It is like birthing another child! We nurture, worry, protect, and then share our “shining stars.” with the world. We have to let go! Thanks for sharing and letting go of all that has gone into “birthing” Where the Sky Opens! It stirs my soul!
Mary Ann, thanks for these understanding, celebratory words. So glad for the “stirring”! And for your unflagging support and encouragement! Sure was delightful celebrating with you yesterday.
Good morning, Laurie! My copy of “Where the Sky Opens” is now on order! I know I will savor every word, just as I deeply appreciate each one of your blog posts. I keep telling friends to check out your blog… Can’t wait for my book!
Pacia, hurray! Thank you so much for ordering a book and for your kind words about the blog. May the sky open for you as you read!
http://makesyoumom.com/while-a-baby-slept/
Laura, thanks so much for the invitation to write for your superb website.
And to anyone reading this comment: follow the link to read the story of that little song I wrote, and hear guitarist extraordinaire Phil Keaggy playing a fabulous instrumental version, or even yours truly singing it thirty-some years ago.
Laurie, you mentioned reading out of our comfort zone.
I have to admit, reading poetry sometimes is hard for me.
especially if it is symbolic, less narrative.
I am glad I have your book. You saw how i was moved by it once I got your book
and sat down
and read slowly
and thoughtfully.
thank you for your words. I look forward to more.
Carol, thanks for being open and willing to stretch. It makes me so happy that the slower pace yielded rewards. That the words moved you. Oh, I am grateful.
oh my word, Laura’s graphics are stunning. Happy to be along for the ride, friend!
I agree, She’s amazing, and working with her was fabulous! Your support has been such a gift to me, Jody! Can’t wait to meet you in person . . .